Problems

I'm a hair away from entering the 170's and that fear of thin is surfacing again. I took forever to break through 200 for some unknown reason - every time I got close I'd eat my way back up. It's not so bad this time - but it's there so I figure if I put it out there it won't be so scary. I am really liking the way I feel and I'm certainly a lot more stable in my mental state (there are some who would say that's a lie...) but I guess there will always be that idea that nobody really expects much from fat people and I don't want to have to move out from under the radar. I don't know where this summer got to. We didn't enjoy it much - too much work pressure and no time at the lake. Maybe next year.